sometimes i get nostalgic

my neighbor spied another neighbor masturbating wild. right. what did you do - i asked what would you do - i pondered that while this

i was in the attic

we don't go up there often and there's no light up there
so i've got my phone light
and there's lots of boxes and junk
but
sometimes i get nostalgic and i look
at pictures of me as a kid
and joe is there and my

old dog tony

and it's late in the night - everyone's sleeping
so this night i'm in the attic
there in the window - he - you know - the neighbor is
going at it or whatever - you know - in the blue-green shimmering tv light
so i crouched down with the light off behind
boxes
cracks peered out
when he - you know - splat - onto his bare chest
he kind of rubs it into his torso
and then puts his computer next to him
where i could see what hes watching
when he got up
and on the screen was me playing with the kids in the

back

yard

i would not have watched